Monday, December 19, 2011

I haven't touched or smelled or felt anything of substance in so long I can't remember.

I haven't had a thought deeper than the damn laundry basket in months.

I haven't connected to or sought out anything that would rock my soul, instead I just float around on the top of the water getting by without getting wet.

I feel empty and vapid.

I would rather feel hungry. I want to feel ..... that's it, I just want to feel again.


3 comments:

Unknown said...

I wish I could be there so we could talk for hours and hours.

I think when you have a full life like you do, it's easy to forget yourself. I think when we neglect ourselves, we can easily fee like we are just dissolving into nothingness.

Perhaps you should read your 'Women that Run with Wolves" again.

Much Love,
C

aola said...

I think that is a very good idea.. I spent some time last night on her facebook page it always lifts me but I need more than that. I think you hit the nail right on the head. and YES, YES, YES I wish we could sit and drink copious amounts of good coffee and dig into the deep things we both desire.

Sandra said...

I feel this in my bones! What about some kind of online forum to read and discuss the book? A private place for us to share? We have both said we need community. I think we all need that. Let me know what your thoughts are. I'm going to gram WWRWW. I've got a few free hours while David takes the kids shopping with him.































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