Thursday, December 23, 2010

makes no sense, really

we are flat F***ng broke, I mean really. I have depleted my stash. My bank account is looking very sad. I have no savings (that can be touched without penalty). .....

and yet,

all I feel is hopeful and content

I have moments of near panic and sometimes anger creeps in at the circumstances that are beyond our control

but, mostly, I look around me at the life I live, the kids who love me, the husband that remains to be my soulmate after 27 years of the good, the bad, and the ugly

the universe keeps sending me whispers of hope and it sustains me.



White Tārā, also known for compassion, long life, healing and serenity; also known as The Wish-fulfilling Wheel, or Cintachakra ... isn't she lovely?

2 comments:

Sandra said...

she's beautiful, and so are you!

It's good to realize the millions of ways we are blessed.

Anonymous said...

I'm so glad that you are content and have so many things to be happy about! Money is just a tool. It's the people in our lives that make it worth living.

I'm glad I'm in your life, albeit in a small way. You are an extraordinary woman.

Merry Christmas, and Happy White Tara!