Another night of no sleep. It is almost one o'clock in the morning and here I am sitting in the office. I'm tired but not the least bit sleepy. I haven't taken my pills yet and even that doesn't guarantee that I will sleep. I will finish up here and go sit with Em some more, she also never sleeps (at night). Mark goes to bed early, gets up early - we live in two different worlds. Lately it has been two or later when I finally can lay down. Some nights I sleep,most nights I am up and down all night long. I usually make Em go to bed sometime around two but she most often waits until I leave and then sits up in her bed and "talks" to her pretend friends. Some nights I still hear her at four and five o'clock in the morning. But, she sleeps all day. Like I said Mark gets up early, he goes to the shop for a while but then he comes in to have breakfast and it always wakes me up - no matter how little sleep I've had.
I guess I have just gotten used to it, the no sleep, the always being tired, the having to force myself to do the things that need to be done.

Getting old, menopause, I don't know, but, it is no fun.