Tonight when Mark and Levi were dumping the crab boil pot into the strainer, they lost control and Mark spilled boiling water all down the front of himself. Looks bad.
When I forget to take my crazy pills, by the end of the day I itch so bad I feel like I could rip my skin off.
I wonder if menopause symptoms ever go away or get better, I wonder if I will ever be able to relax or concentrate again. I'm tired of feeling so antsy and nervous all the time. I would like to sit still.
The moon is beautiful tonight.
Planning a trip is hard. I want to take Zoe to the zoo in Ft Worth for her birthday, but, the hotel I wanted to stay in doesn't have the rooms available that I wanted - 2 1/2 months in advance??
I'm tired of being broke.
I'm not sure I want to get the tattoo. I mean, I want to get the tattoo, I just don't want to spend the money to get the tattoo.
I'm getting a haircut Tuesday.
I need to remember to make Emily an eye appointment.
Sometimes just out of the blue, all of a sudden I feel so sad that I could cry, but, I don't know why.
I'm tired of hot weather. I want it to be cooler.
I have so many things I want to do in the yard.
I think we are going to sell our bus. Mark is never going to get it fixed - he is just not physically able to do much anymore except the work he has to do to make a living.
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And, there you have it. This is the way my mind works... round and round and round... until I feel so dizzy/crazy I could scream. My only relief is when I take my sleeping pills at night and knock myself out.
2 comments:
Lord love a duck, your brain sounds like mine. From what I understand, menopause DOES end. I don't remember my grandmas complaining of the symptoms.
Also, my mom is 65, and her hotflashes have diminished in severity and frequency by a huge amount. She went 'no hormone' and really just battled it out.
Sell the bus. Simplify what you can. No, I don't want a bus :P
LoL Cara!
My brain is much like this too. Always processing, always going round and round.
I say get the tattoo. Money comes and goes, but a tattoo is forever! :)
And I'm really not looking forward to menopause now. Not that I ever was.
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