Monday, May 17, 2010

Sometimes Emily just breaks my heart.

She loves to watch Deal or No Deal and she loves Howie Mandel. She bought herself a Deal or No Deal DS game when we were in Norman the other day. She was in her room playing it that night and I was listening to her converse with Howie.

Howie must have asked her what she would do with the money if she won a million dollars because I could hear Emily's end of that conversation loud and clear.

Howie I (would) buy a house. My honey and me(would) live there. I (would)cook and mop and clean and have kids....

My heart just ripped in two.

I suppose in her mind if she had enough money she could buy herself a life.

How horrible it must be to have all those wants and desires and never have any of them fulfilled.

I'm so sorry Baby Girl, so, so sorry.

6 comments:

Sandra said...

My heart just broke right along with yours. I think we'd all buy
Emily that life if we could.

Anonymous said...

I'd gladly step into a machine that would take all of my good energy, the health I have yet to burn through and my resume and give it to Her.

Then they could cremate what was left and use me for fertilizer.

Anonymous said...

Do you think she could take care of a kitten? It could be all hers, and she could care for it and love it.

aola said...

Cara, I've thought about getting her a small dog, hopefully one that would just be a lap dog. I hate animals in the house but for Emily I will give it some more thought.

McMom said...

Maybe one of those dogs that is trained to protect her too. Calm and loyal and loving! Bigs Hugs to Emily!!

Kristen said...

I just want to help some way, and I know there isn't a way. Love you guys.